Direktlänk till inlägg 27 januari 2016
My heart breaks everyday.. I feel how my smile and happiness is dispiriting.
How the demons are taking control over me..
I miss my smile.
I miss doing what makes me happy!
I miss to hold on to a horse.
I miss to just be by a horse!
I miss the sound of the hoves!
I miss the feeling in my soul and body light up!
I miss to hug and say good boy/girl.
I miss to see the horse trotter to me.
Miss doing all the work with the horse.
Being so proud after a ride good or bad ride I always hade something to be proud of!
I just wanted to grow better at riding!
Be able to bind a strong bond!
See how we grow stronger and better!
I miss it so much..
The pain I my chest..
The pain that make me cry and make it hard to breathe..
The pain I feel when I see how good it goes for others!
I smile even when it breaks me inside.
I am tired of crying every day.. To see others happiness and dreams come true.. seeing them reach their goal..
I just want to be happy and do what I love to do!
Make it to my goal and prov that I can do what I dreamed of!
Grow with a friend and see how much we succeed in our goal!
Is it so much to ask to be happy and fight to do what you love and live for!
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